reflection...

Monday, January 15, 2007


Wonder why bf not as sensitive. Guess i put in too much.

There's quarrel not long ago, but peace now... but then, that quarrel set me thinking. Did i put in too much? The quarrel was caused as i wanted to meet him after work. Practically, i wanted to meet him everyday despite having to go tuition everyday. I cancelled my wednesday tuition so that i would have time to myself, of to him too, but it turned out to be more like "forcing him to spend time with me when he has to study." Argh. Sigh...

So thinking it through, i don't think i should put in that much effort le. Wanna spend more time at home with my family instead. Hee. wanna sleep more too. Meeting him after work despite being tired, but efforts not being appreciated. That's so sad. Tried to sms him more often, but he wun reply. When he's out with friends, he don't reply after i replied him many many times. Sigh. Enough of that le. Shall jus be as hack care as possible. He took all my efforts for granted. And he always said that i took him for granted. Shall just lead my own life for now. Maybe just meet him once per week instead? I should have applied for overseas IA.

But then again, IA has been fun. Shall just enjoy it with my new and old friends. They are so fun to be with anyway. HE only makes me sad when i'm not with him. Not worth it all. Don't intend to quarrel with him too le.

That is why, it's better to get someone who love you more than u love him.

1/15/2007 10:09:00 PM|