tOuGh to bE pArEnTs~~

Saturday, December 27, 2003


Mum came to my room to complain when i was half awake just now.She complained bout how filial my dad is.. n how he put his own family in the first position instead of his current OWN family.My dad is a taxi-driver, n when possible, he'll stop work n specially bring my grandma to see the doc or go temple.When one of my aunt living in aijunied(i don't really know the spelling of that place) come to see my grandma, my dad would specially bring her home or something like that.Because of all that, my dad earn only about 1000+.. which is impossible to support a family.Furthermore, we still have to support a VERY small car. Mum tried to let us live comfortably since young.Each room got an air con, a tv, hi fi/radio, n a fan.My bro got a laptop, n i have a com in my room.My friends that came to my house don't really believe how poor i am.Hee~.Mum is not earning much now, n she intended to buy a small bus as sch bus for some kids.She kept telling my dad to sell the car, but my dad simply cant live without a car, as he likes going to the supermarket with my mum.

That's my parents.Somehow, i'm kinda glad i'm not a parent.I don't have to support my family.I can spend the amount i earn as n how i like, most probably gonna take pipa lesson frm my ex instructor.I only need to fork out a small amount to give to my parents to lighten their burden.

I have a dog.. n so call.. that dog belongs solely to me, but my parents help me pay for the food n most of the time, dad helps me with it's waste. Poor parents.. they have to take care of my dearest eventhough that is not their responsibilty.Hmm.. kinda think i'll rather live a lonely life in future.Really sincerely pray that i won't live that long as i don't want all those responsibilities.WIsh that is possible.

Hmm.. by the way.. i am currently working hard to change my whole layout.Currently researching some blog skins from blogskins.com n maybe merge a few designs to create one of my own.hee~.I'm still a beginner in web design, so i guess i need to do that for now.Maybe i'll try a few layout this way, then create one very own one myself!Wish that day would come soon.Hmm.. gonna add a comments link soon.Need some help from my web design "teacher", kahwee.Currently waiting for him to come online.Wish the new layout would be designed soon.Hmm.. any suggestions on the pictures i should put?

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