senior campS

Sunday, July 03, 2005


Date: 28th June to 2nd July. Venue: In school. Mood: Tiring and beat~!

Tues to Wed was the senior camp for UOC ( Union Orientation Camp ). It's meant for any people in any courses. The usual trend is.. there would be more gers than guys. The camp was a stay out camp. It was .. okay. Since i am just the SA (senior attached).. i did not really bother much about the game. I don't really want to get wet or dirty mainly because, i always have something on after that. Something on as in Tution Session. So so.. i was the on off type of person for that camp.

Thurs to Sat was the senior camp for Insinyur ( or engine camp ). It's meant for those streamed to common engineering or CEE, EEE or MAE. Surprisingly, there's more guys than girls. The ratio is 9:4~! That means... the female GL have to play some games along with the freshie... That's bad~! Actually i don't want to get involved much. Was okay with the idea of bringing the freshie around the school to the respective programmes and stuff. Did not really expect to participate. Argh.. I just don't want to be in the Cluedo night ( aka Fright Night )~! I hate the feeling of being scare~! But i kind of wish that the freshie would really get scare by the programmers. Tehehe..

Anyway, last night, me n xian was doing the ID Tag for the freshie in our group in Alvin's room. Did until quite late, but we did not finish it. We stayed at Kevin's room, cause he's not around. Hee. Went late for the telematch and i left early because of tution. Hmm... kind of excited.. Hee.. Called the freshie in my group last night too.. Eh.. wonder whether there's yandao~! Pray pray hard~! Haha.. But me as a GL.. hmm.. i don't think i'll lead much. I'm just not the kind of leader. But, i'll still try my best~!

K.. was kind of tired after all e senior camps. Actual camp starting on the coming Monday. Need to go back to school to sleep over so that all e GL can leave e school at the same time to fetch the freshie. Sigh. There's some last min thing that's needed to be done too. Hmm.. Wonder how the camp would turn out to be like. But, sad enough, i need to squeeze in 8 tution session for that wk too. I'm lost. Argh. I don't know what to do, and i don't really want to be away from the camp for most of the time. God please guide me. Responsibilities vs Responsibilities. Glad that i have no bf, which means NO COMMITMENT~!!

Yea... wish it's gonna be fun. Wanted to be away from home for some time too. Argh... Alot of problems, yet i don't really wish to get involve in. Alot of frustrations that only time could solve. Just want to get away from it all. And rely on God's power to guide me in the path i should take. I, a human being, only have limited power. I heard Him talking to me just now, and i cried, knowing i am weak~! Just wish the next few days would be a fun one~! And along the way, God would talk to me more often. Ya.. skipped a few days of bible reading too. Would get back to my schedule as fast as i can~!

Hmm... what is more important? Commitment or Reponsibilities? I have long since lost the feeling of commitment, so can anyone guide me in this. Ah.. and i'll be away from my blog for one wk, UNLESS, i'm able to get hold of a computer~!

7/03/2005 01:10:00 AM|