communication

Sunday, July 29, 2007


Communcation is a key to all human relationships, be it friendship or BGR.

I always believe, if you're not happy with someone, or that you have some displeasure over some matters, it's better to voice it out and let the other party knows how you feel, instead of hinting that person, not knowing whether it would get through to him/ her. But at times, the person might not take you seriously at all, when you tried so hard to communicate.

I know i'm fat. I know i'm not gentle. I know i cant cook. All that i know i cant, you know too~! I am who i am. I don't like to be forced to do something. I study as and when i like. Friends always try to motivate me to study by studying together with me, and of course, i love that. I don't like to be told to do something.

I know i'm fat. I want to be slim too. I want to wear nice nice clothes too. I want but i don't want to be reminded CONSTANTLY about how fat i am. I don't like to get my fats squeezed. Ryan complaint. I thought this wun be e same, but i'm wrong. I would do my sets of exercise. I would eat regularly n healthily. I would eat less chocos. But e more u complain, e more i dun feel like doing it. I told u so, n I'M SERIOUS ABOUT IT~!

I still suffer from some fear after my last relationship. I don't like jokes to be around "i would get another ger", "i prefer gentle ger", "i don't want you already".Ryan said once "aiya, guy ma. at times just fool around, at most come back to u after that lor." and that, he seems to sound jokingly, but he did it~!

I have my limit. I dreamt i flare up real badly. We had a huge quarrel. It was so bad that i woke up. I felt so relieved to find darling sleeping beside me and all that to be a dream. I fear quarrel. I don't like cold war. I tried to be e one that compromise. I know it's just some communication probs. It's nothing serious. I wish...

If possible, please focus more on my goods. I don't like to be compared. I don't like to be commanded. I'll change if i know how bad my flaws is. Eg, i know i'm messy. My room is messy. That, i'll change, knowing it's not gd. Said ONCE, point taken~! I don't need reminder.

Not really in a good mood for anything. Felt all laughters n smiles to be so forced. So fake. I don't know me anymore...