bothered...

Saturday, August 18, 2007


Past is over. It had past. Get that to ya head~! But i just can't seem to get that in.

Everyone has a past. Everyone might has someone who they are close to and still am close to. Sometimes, that might be the past. SHouldn't we look forward to the future instead of being tied down to the past? Not knowing y.. but being a weird person... i'm actually bothered.

For those very long relationship... how long would it takes for people to forget? Will e next relationship be "taking over" the old relationship? Is relationship like a relay? Passing the baton on to someone else to continue the race in life?

For mine, past is past. I will remember, but so far hasn't replaced. Everyone is different. But somehow, at times, it's more like moulding myself somehow differently to fit in to something new, or to someone i'm not.

Past... sweet moments. Loving and tender time. closeness. so many many things done together. for an even longer relationship, the passion is longer.. and maybe even sweeter. my past.. did i have that? maybe but not for long. my longest is only a yr.

who doesn't have a past? i must stop thinking too much. Concentrate on the more important things. My future lies in every hrs n mins i spent my day. I should smack myself hard and start studying~! no more stupid thoughts.. i wish.

She's not exceptionally pretty, but she was accepted into his society for many yrs. She seems to be irreplaceable as she's more womanly, n she knows how to cook. I don't want to be her. I'm me.

anyway, it's just me with too much thoughts in my mind.