nIgHt sHiFt tOdAy~~

Monday, December 29, 2003


"It's e first day of nightshift, my 'true love' says to me, don't worry, u would fit in very well."Hehe~..Try singing that using the melody of "12 day of christmas".First day, meaning today.True love meaning my friends who care.Sigh~.. really wonder how it'll be like.I remembered the first day of work at that company, the lady i was supposed to find was shocked that it was I who came for the night shift work.She even ask question like, "ya parents agreed on it?" Time flies.. i've worked there for about 2 weeks now.Cant believe once again, i have to say bye bye to my friends i've made there n move on to the night shift.Once again, i'm gonna be alone, but gladly, this time in a familiar environment which i'm quite used to in.Part of me is looking forward to e coming job, but somehow, another part is worried.I am worried that the people working in the night shift would bully me.I'm worried that they'll not welcome me.Sigh~.. i've fit in so well in the morning shift...somehow i miss the people there.

The person i miss most is YuanLi, my new friend, followed by the cute looking but short engineer.Heard from Yuan Li that he asked where i am today.Kinda sad that i won't be able to see him again.Sigh~.. When he came to work, i'll be home sleeping le.Wish he do pass by that room in the morning, then maybe say hi to me, then i'll be real satisfied.Hee~.

Kinda hate it.Changes i mean.Fitting in is a tough thing.I remembered how i try to fit in on the first day of work.I've no friends, no one at all.Fitting in in sec sch was the same thing.There's 3 people from my pri sch who went to the same sec sch as i, n i was never in the same class as them.I was alone back then, in an unfamilar sch.I found it weird to have malays n indians in my class, as i was in a "chinese" school, which means, there's only chinese students there.I'm facinated by the fact that the school songs is in english.My pri sch school song was in Chinese.When i finally got used to secondary sch, it's time to say bye bye once more.I graduated there, n moved on to a jc.The 3 months course in JJC was fun.My usual girl gang from my sec sch class went there with me.I made lots of friends there.When, once again, i began to adapt that environment, i changed school.Once again, i tried to fit in in PJC.My few friends went there with me.I cant really fit in well in the beginning as i simply hated that school.When once again, i started to like the school n my friends,i moved on.I graduated once again, saying good bye to my study life in pre-university education.It's sad to move on.It's sad to always have to try to fit in in new environment.It's sad to always say bye bye when i've adapted to the place or the people.

Think i strayed off quite a bit. I'm too engrossed in my thoughts. Kinda glad that i wrote out my feelings though. That's e advantage of writing blogs or diaries. U tend to talk to urself, or the book, or the computer, n u open up to it.Shall end here.DO give comments on my layout wor~.

12/29/2003 08:28:00 PM|