Friday, January 23, 2004
I'm NOT creative N i lack the talent to design. I'm extreme lousy at ALL things i do. I am NOT FIT to even design anything as everything sucks. I've got NO originality. I kept refering to people's layout until i designed something which is similar. I don't think i want to design any layout ANYMORE. I'm sick n tired of doing things which i'm not good at. I'm giving up on the stuff i knew i would NV be gd at. I don't want to waste anymore time. Everything i'm satisfied with turn out to be a complete lousy layout. I'm lousy at photo-editing, html, css. I'm lousy at color n EVERYTHING.I cant even differentiate pink n purple. Argh~. Think it's best to stick back to what i always do - read my novels- N nothing else. I'm going to look for a layout from blogskin.com n use for my entire stay in blogger. I'm not in a good mood eventhough it's e festive season, N i really don't know y. I'm just not in the mood for anything. I control my own thoughts.. N now.. i'll rather be depressed for no reason. It's been a sucky first day of chinese new year for me. Shall end here. Tata. |
1. To find a husband for Laffy 2. 3. To reach 58kg 4. To go holiday this year with darling 5. Wanna learn the piano, or organ at least? 6. To serve in church Benedict~~ Charlene~~ Charmain~~ Charis~~ Christine~~ Dew~~ Eileen~~ Fang Hui~~ Grace~~ Huiling~~ Jiahui~~ Jieshi~~ Jilline~~ Jun~~ Kaijing~~ Kaixin~~ Lim Yixin~~ Olive~~ Piao^yun~~ Ruiqi~~ Shirley~~ siewkim~~ Sihui~~ Sumin~~ Tingting~~ xiuling~~ yan~~ yiwei~~ nEw lAyOut~~ slimMiNg pRoDuCts~~ uPdAtE oN mY LifE~~ nV gRoW uP~~ bEwArE oF e gOLd mOuTh~~ bUs dRiVeR~~ fAkE fRoNt~~ fRiEnDs mAtTeR mOsT~~ nOiSe pOlluTiOn~~ wHaT iS lOvE?~~ |