fAkE fRoNt~~

Thursday, January 08, 2004


Fake front - (in my definition) hiding feelings so that other would not know how sad u r , or speaking bad about someone behind others back and acting as though u said nothing at all n treat that person very well. Hmm.. y do i said that? Cause i found my colleagues are fake. Extreme fake! One Malay lady said something about me bringing phone into the work room, n blar blar on about me using radio, n when she's in front of me, she treats me so so well. She gave me novels she's read, n told me to pass it on to friend. She always smile when i look at her direction. Argh~.. I flared when i overheard her conversation I Malay. Although i don't understand the language, I could pick out a few words because she used English in those.

I am so call under contract, n in her conversation, that included the word contract. Not only that, she used "radio" too. There's not alot of people who use radio n are under contracT. When one lady saw that i was fuming then, she came over to ask what happened. I hinted her n when she finally realised what i was mad about, she told me that i got it wrongly. She said that, "her friend"-the Malay lady- was referring to another contract worker. They seem to dislike that lady. They classify her as a "complain" sorta person.

Another doubtful thing. The Malay lady once mentioned to me about how tough the Indian lady( e another contract worker that others classify as "complain-queen") life is. She's from India, n she have to take care of her child, therefore she chose to work night shift. Imagine that.. someone that sympathise u. Instead of trying to understand ya position, the person gave u a "baddeR" impression to others.

Most of them, or should i say, i think I'm the only Singaporean working in that room. At first, i was scared that they would treat me unfairly or maybe classify me as an out-cast, instead, one lady, a Chinese that did the same assignment as me, called me "baby" as i seems to be bubbly n hyper active? They are friendly to me. Hmm.. wonder how long that's gonna last. Somehow, i learnt something from this work, or should i say, from this working environment. That thing is, to be fake! Wish this society would not resort to that. Sigh~


1/08/2004 09:57:00 PM|