fRiEnDs mAtTeR mOsT~~

Tuesday, January 06, 2004


I heard many times that people said that "as long as their friends are happy, they are happy for them. I once doubted that meaning, n guess i experienced that sort of happiness yesterday. I never really knew that existed, maybe because i never really spend time to think about that until now. Hee~.

What happened yesterday? Hee~. One of my church friend, Benedict revealed to us, kahwee n me, that he got a girlfriend. That is his first girlfriend. Somehow or what, I feel kinda happy for him. I suddenly got the feeling that he finally grew up. Hee~. What does having a relationship to do with growing up? Hmm.. actually I don't know too. Maybe it's because, benedictgave me the feeling that he don't really think of girl. N guess what, i just anyhow guess, n managed to guess who that girl is. That girl was his good friend, but things change when they get closer I think. Hmm.. feeling start to develop between them ba. Envy~. Hee~.

Kinda remembered another thing. I once mentioned that some friend told me that it's kinda impossible to have a relationship with close friend. Guess the above is a exceptional case. I am one that likes to read, n i love romance story. In most novels i read, the good friend always seems to be the perfect match, n i would pray silently that the main character would end up being with his/her best friend, n that happened most of the time. Hee~. In conclusion, maybe something can still develop between close friend ba. Charlene told me that, "the diff between friends that can have a relationship, n friends that can only be friends are the X-factor." It's the feeling i guess.

Throughout work last night, I have been thinking about this topic - friends matter most. To me, that's true. If any friend ask me for a favour, I would agree to it most of the time. It's always tough to say no to friends. I always say to friends that I don't want to live long. Hee~. It's not good to have long life. Guess I'll make my life worthwhile by making friends around me happy ba~. Sigh sigh~.. too bad i cant really make my parents happy, as i kinda don't bother to do what they tell me to do. Hee~. Laziness always get into me! Pray hard that I'll be able to treat my parent as well as my friends! Hee~.


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