smooth sailing after rough sea~~

Friday, August 06, 2004


It was a really bad day yesterday~! University life is not as easy as i think it is. People said to me many times that usually life after JC years would be not that stress, but once again, it's not that true. Uni life is indeed rougher.

I never once get so "LOST" before. Lost as in not lost in school, but lost in school work. For this semester, they seemed to be teaching all those JC stuff, n adding some other new things in. They teach in a extreme fast speed, and they seems to expect as to know what the hell they're teaching bout. For me, i took double maths n physics in my JC years, so.. the only 2 subject which i'm not lost in are of course maths n phy. For econs n chem, i'm like starting to seek help. For econs, my "classmate" (my engg camp friend who is in the same class as me) can help me with that. On top of that, i've bought myself the recommended textbook. I wish that it'll help me somehow.

For uni, there's more lectures than tutorials... so.. there's constantly new stuff which we need to learn n know. Argh... i'm a rather slow learner, so i usually got lost in lecture. If i knew i cant catch up, i'll rather slack by chatting or just carry on reading my notes. For tutorial, i prepared nothing for it at all. I felt so lousy after that. Argh.. I really need to catch up on a lot during this long weekend. Pray hard i'll be able to do what i truly need to do.

For yesterday, i got really lousy mood. I cant check my QET score, n my aunt don't return me my money. At last, i cried. N.. i prayed. Glad enough, aunt called me not long ago after that to tell me that she'll return me some money first, n... i finally know the result for my QET now. I passed~!It's really a much better day.

Lately, as in yesterday, i felt kinda lonely. I don't see as much of my union camp friend anymore, because some of them take business, n those that took engg are in a diff group from me. I miss them. When i mentioned how long i've not seen them, i started to spot them in school. Hehe. I saw quite a number of them, n boy am i happy. I felt those "I'm-actually-not-that-lonely" feeling. THat's so great~! My day becomes better today because of that. Wish that my weekend would be better. I just wish that i won't get left out in certain outings n meetings. Friends are really important in uni. I hate to be a loner. I don't like to walk alone.

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