I cant take it anymore~!

Monday, July 05, 2004


I've read someone's blog n i think the person that person is talking bout is me. I've had enough of that. I have to retaliate.

I cant stand pampered spoilt kid who THINKS they're SO DAMN independent, but in actual fact, NOPE~! Independent - Free from the influence, guidance, or control of another or others. If u're so damn independent, y the hell do u depend on ya dearest parents to pay even for ya driving? N.. of please.. using driving as a reason for NOT working.. how great is that? N.. if u think so much bout ya parents money, y the hell do u not work n earn ya money for driving? E hell with being independent.

I don't really know bout any orientation camp at first, n even if i get an invitation, i would just read it n chunk it aside. This time, i went for engg orientation camp because someone called me to. I don't mind going since i got a company, n that is something related to my course. N.. boy was i glad that i AM still going to be alone despite having a so-called "friend". NVM that.. maybe i'll still see friends there. I don't need a friend that don't regard me as one. I don't think i did anything to her before. I always treasure our friendship, n when i cant take e way she treat me anymore, i always try to calm myself.. but this time, things went too far~!

To clarify, I'm not someone who's never satisfied with what i had. I always felt guilty getting money from parents, that's y, i earned my own money~! I expected alot from myself in studies n in maintaining a gd relationship with my friends. I tried not to stir up any trouble, so i tried control my bad temper in front of friends. I thought of friends as valuable treasure. I felt sad if i lost one, that's y i don't really have an enemy for ages. I have poor time management at times, so my activities for a day might not always go e way i want it to be, but friends that knew me well as well would not mind that much. They'll just say "it's okay" n really meant it. Friends would say "sorry" to one another, n when they said it, it's really how they felt.

I need to pack for camp tomorrow.. think i better calm down now.. i'll update more when i get back from camp. I'm gonna have lotsa friends when i get back, n .. of cos my old friends would still remained very deep inside my heart as my bestest pals~!

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