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Wednesday, September 22, 2004


As can c from my title, it's obvious i failed. Sigh. Damn tester. I felt like killing him. He gave me one tick for immediate failure - causing near accident. Excuse me, he did not jam break, and he did not even mention that mistakes when he told me my result. Idiot.. I suspect he need to give a certain amt of immediate failure, n since i failed le, he just put all those big mistakes for me too. One extreme bad news is that, they said, those that retake might get back e same tester. If that's the case, i can really go commit suicide. Sigh..

Of course, on my way home, i cried. sad. failed meant need to extend PDL, need to spend more money to retake, and need to try think of ways to pay my debt too. Still owe people $300.. that's real bad. Anyway, i guess i've learnt my lesson.

After my test, i sorta blame God in some way. But somehow, i guess after reflecting abit here n there, i knew there must be a reason behind this. And somehow, i think it's because i'm over confident. And.. somehow, God is trying to change my character. Somehow, i started to learn driving cause i saw bro driving and he can always use the car. Then halfway through, more n more people started learning driving, and i wanted to get the license before them, and i rush through my prac. I spent lots of money on practical eventhough i'm broke. Sigh. If i'm not that "hao sheng" (always wanting to win), i'll have put the money into better use. Sigh.. I guess God wanted me to realise that. But, instead of taking my time to take the next TP, i intended to throw all my money in now. Y? Because i'm trying to save on the renewal of my bbdc membership. I need to set aside a few times of retest, so i have to complete fast. I don't intend to go for alot revision though. I think i only need to improve on what i have to. That's all ba.

After thinking through so much, i think i have more thingy for my testimonial to be shared on sunday le. Eh.. can say that it's a nice thingy ma. In the old times, those disciples of God also suffered alot.. I guess it should be okay. I'm so call kinda fine now. That's great news... hee. anyway, jiayou for those taking TP too. It's actually quite okay when u start driving. I admit my leg trembled a bit, but then, it did not affect my driving. Have a nice ride with a journey called, LIFE.

9/22/2004 08:54:00 PM|