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Wednesday, March 09, 2005


What's the purpose of a blog? Isn't it blog supposed to be personal? Y share it with others? Y let others know how u think?

That's what most of my non-blogger friends asked. To me, purpose of blog is to write out your thoughts, your fun times, sad times, hard times, any times. It's supposed to be personal, but at times, sharing what u go through with friends or what u're thinking, would somehow spur up more thoughts and understanding of oneself. I wrote my entry mostly when i have inspiration on a certain topic that went through my mind. At times, i vented out my anger or frustrations by typing rudely or pessimistically. I'm human too.. I need place to speak out my troubles or what's been going through my mind. I might look happy on the outside sometimes, but no one really knows my inside. I think of alot of stuff. I talked to myself. I talked to God. I cheered myself up. I pick myself up when i fall in the path called life. I'm just a typical human being, a creation of God.

Everyone grow.. Who don't? Our concepts change and our goals in life might also change.The people we meet in life can change us too, thus our thinking might change varying from the different environments we r at.

Last yr, i was an idling soul. I worked, but boringly. I wrote entry according to what i'm happy or not happy about. I saw life as boring.. n not meaningful. I don't find a purpose of living. Going to church weekly was just a routine. I don't read bible and i only pray. I do an one sided conversation with God only.

This yr, i'm in uni, leading the fun n enriching uni life. The fun of being around friends, and meeting up for small gatherings. I got baptised last yr 26th Dec. I got closer to God. I started reading the bible. Due to one activity church is conducting, i have to finish reading the bible in a yr. I don't find it as a chores. I love hearing the constant prayer reply from God. He always replied my queries in a matter of hours. He let me experienced life like i nv experienced before. He let me see the purpose of life. He let me meet people that shared with me his words, and his purpose for his people. He change my view on things. He constantly reminded me NOT to commit any sin. If u're thinking of something evil or bad, or scolding someone behind u, it's also considered a sin to him. So.. i controlled myself. I think happy thoughts. I do happy stuffs. But at times, when i cant take it anymore, i let myself have a "sinful moment". I'm not perfect.

This entry is written especially for the guy nicknamed jam who left some comments in one of my entry. I apologised if i've wrote something offending which somehow clashed with your ideas. Thanks for your comments anyway.

God changes life. I din noticed much of it until i wrote this entry. It seems as if he's with me, to sum up all the changes that happened in my life because of him. He changes my reactions to events from bursting out with vulgarities, to calming down with explanations.I love u God.

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