reasons

Thursday, March 03, 2005


When do u starts blaming everything around u? When do u hate your friend and hate yourselF? When u're no satisfied with everyone and everything? Is that supposed to be the time u start reflecting on what's going wrong?

Here i am, in my room i share with roomie, writing this entry with inspiration from my kindergarden-cum-prisch buddy. So so.. jus wondering, what am i unsatisfied about my life... Eh... actually i don't find much unsatisfaction for now.

I have great family who supported me eventhough i chose a "unfaithful" path to them, for being a baptised christian. I have great gangs of friends who brings me wonderful times and exposed me to stuff like clubbing. I have a great roomie who entertained me with ways she studied, and motivate me in studying too. (TO stray off a bit, she studied the WHOLE NIGHT N MORNING! Think she only slept at 5am?She studied continuously from 3pm-830pm,then 10pm to 5am?WOW~!SALUTE!) I've got a omnipresent God who hear my prayers and always answer my questions IMMEDIATELY after i asked them. He's always there to guide me in my thoughts, and to get rid of bad n evil thoughts.

What i lacked is only, a determining heart to study. Argh.. So.. i have to think of the reasons behind it~! And.. after reflecting for a while, i think it's plain laziness. I have to stop studying on the bed, especially stop lying on the bed~! I have to stop switching on the laptop that often. What i'm greatful about is that i've no guy distraction. Singlehood ROCKS~!

Anyway, i must OVERCOME all the reasons that obstructing me on achieving my goals!

If there's a will, there's a way. If there's the God, it's the way~!

3/03/2005 11:39:00 AM|