ruined~~

Sunday, February 06, 2005


Each and every living things have a life. How long the life is, it's not up to us to determine. But, there's alot of things that could happened in a person life to change it's life. I ruined someone's life, n i felt really bad bout it. I regretted the whole thing when it first started in the year 2002, 8th July, youth day.

I was v excited on the morning of 8th July 2002.It was a holiday and a day i am gonna add another family member to my family. I was on a search to find a dog. Eventually, after travelling from west to east, then to north, that i finally found the dog i was looking for. It was a corgi i was looking for.. So of cos i bought her.

Dad was a spark clean freak.. meaning he likes the house to be as clean as possible, so he'll grumble at us always because my family except my dad r dirty fellows. Hehe.. SO, with a dog, my house got an additional dirty fellow. Dad always locked her up, always let her eat not that much, always scolded her, and stuff like that. At the same time, i don't always take her out for a walk. I was lazy. N yrs pass by.. n there's something wrong with her now.

Laffy keeps running around in circle. Bro said that his friend's dog behaved the same way, and he brought his dog to a vet, and the vet told my bro's friend that e dog is mad. It can only remember what he do a moment ago and forgot bout the past stuff. The dog is not normal anymore.

I felt so so bad.. I've ruined my dog's life. If only i took her out often for walk. If only i treat her much better.. If only.. Argh.. I can only try to compensate her life to her now. That seems to be e most i could do. Sad.

A person's life is precious. Treasure it, and treasure e life of others too. Only a life is ruined, it's difficult to do healing.

2/06/2005 11:23:00 PM|