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Saturday, August 06, 2005


First wk of tutorial. Second wk of tutions with study.

It's e end of second of school week. First week has been a much more busy one. Second wk is somehow more relaxed and stressed too. At least i don't have to rush from places to places anymore. Now, it's only going to tution kid houses. With 8 sessions of tution every wk, i'm still v free. After lessons for most of my weekend, i still have some time to study, but due to my laziness, i did not study most of the time. I started playing my ROSE again. Lvl 43 now. Highest ever for my own record. Not sure of my motive for playing. I just play for the sake of raising level. Stupid reason...

Quite a lot of time, i'm unhappy over some of the stuff that's always been through my head for some reason. Sigh.. i should continue to write my real personal book diary le. But holding of pen seems to be a chores now. I sound like a PIG. sigh...

For my class, my tutorials are BAD~! Real bad. I cant really understand what teacher are teaching for most of my modules. Other than that, my french2 is not anything better. I've forgotten alot of what i've studied in french 1. Although it has only been 3 months since i've touched French, it's still v foreign to me. I'm damn slow in understanding what e hell teacher is talking about. Stressed~! Everyone seems to be so smart~!

Life is only about tutions and school. No other activity. No friend gathering. Rather sad. But i'm trying to adapt to it again. Maybe boring life makes me think about alot of sad stuff. Haven't really got over some sadness. That sadness of cos is NOT bgr related. Just some... stuff. Some event or day that would really make me remember for a long long time. Event or day that i don't wish would happen again. Event or day that would give me the feeling of lonliness. How i wish i can manage to ask Auntie Qi n sihui out.. they seem busy too. Weep~! Think i'll just get on with my life.

No matter how bored life is, life goes on. With sadness, gladness, calmness or meaningless, it's still a day.

8/06/2005 12:40:00 AM|