wish smashed AGAIN

Tuesday, December 13, 2005


At first, it's Korea, then it's thailand, then it's Taiwan, then it's China, then in the end, Singapore.

Going one big round, and then, i'm still gonna be in Singapore. No holiday due to "brokeness".

Mama said to go Korea at first, but sadly, no return air ticket, so, no more Korea for us. Then, my cousin and aunt said to go Thailand with their family. Thailand is not that tempting as i went there before, and i don't really like the people there. I got a moody mood when i was there back when i was 14? Not sure y. Just don't feel like doing anything. Then, mum raised my hope again by saying to go Taiwan. It's so much more fun, but, because of "EXPENSIVE TICKETS"... so... no taiwan. Then, it's China. My uncle is working there. Then we can just stay at his house. But, the ticket is 850 plus for 5 days.

Parent object to it. Say too ex and not worth it to go at this time. Then, after asking my cousins what we can do there, it's like, only scenery and shopping? And furthermore, it's winter over there, so we cant shop for clothes there. Sigh. Wonder what other things can we do. Hmm.. is 800 plus worth it?

I've always been waiting. Waiting for a chance to go overseas. Waiting for a chance to take the plane again. The last time i went out of singapore, other than malaysia, was about 2 years back ba, to HongKong with my EX roomie. It was fun to shop. There's many things to see and shop for. I spent a total of $1200 inclusive of food, ticket n play. Hmm.. actually quite ok lar. But after i got back, my bank had less than $100, and i was in debt. SIANZ.

I experienced many many times of being broke due to buying of camera, learning of driving and going on holiday. Sigh.. should i experience that kinda feeling once again? Don't think so. I just bought hard disk, modem, and now, sigh.. i don't feel like parting with more money. Don't want to re-earn all my earning again, and furthermore, i only got 2 students left. add together, 300plus. Sigh. Money hard to come by. have to just lead my normal life.

To look on the bright side, i got quite alot of stuff lined up for this week.
Tuition: Tuesday and Thursday
Outing with qi yi n duckie: Thursday
Christmas celeb with cell grp: Saturday
Outing with JC friends and also kaleo (dunno which to choose frm):Sunday

Lala.. with so many things to do, i should not be bored. I'll just continue to lead my fun life. hehe. Need to do union stuff too. Need to design ticket for pageant, and to contact the supplier. Opps, i forgot to ask for quotes for ticket. Got to do it first thing tml.

So, after all these disappointments, i should still be able to recover fast. My money would remain in my bank, and i can enjoy 10 hrs of sleep daily. What more can i expect? With friends around, it's impossible that Xia would be bored. N i need to be more consistant with my jog. Haha. Daily muscle ache. Ouch. And thus leading to daily bad excuse of not jogging. Hmm.

Disappointment could be washed by contentment.

12/13/2005 12:49:00 AM|