outer me ≠ inner me

Tuesday, August 28, 2007


Hey, why u look so happy?

That remark was made a few times today. But, how come i don't feel happy? Felt stressed. Felt overloaded. But still, i don't feel like doing anything. Lesser sweet words from darling. What he said at times kinda sting me. "You don't understand me." "playing game beats waiting for ya sms." I need care. Need soothing words. Finding more n more similarity. I'm tired.

I need to slap myself awake and start doing more work. Yr 4 modules tutorial done. Left 3003 tutorial, 2 lec, 1 design assignment. And more reading on FYP. Shall immerse myself in FYP.

Had enough. Felt enough. Adopt a hack-care attitude. I need a rest.