mAtUrItY~~

Sunday, January 25, 2004


Went cousin house just now, n my elder cousin, Euwyn, drove me n my auntie n her children home. During the ride after he dropped off my aunt they all, I tried to get something to chat along the way. Started to talk about my brother, n his maybe next yr engagement, then shifted on to university education. My cousin took SAT last year, n for his try, he got 1190. That's quite good as compared to my first attempt, which i score 1000. hee~. He did not study much, but his English foundation is there. I asked whether he apply to SMU, n he said he have already applied, but still got no reply. Reason being that, he did not really have great results at poly. He don't really think that far when he was in poly. He thought it's already more than enough to get a diploma n then start working. He regretted not doing well n focusing more on having fun when he was in poly. It's tough to get scholarship to uni with his results, n he once thought of going overseas to study, but his dad just quitted his job, meaning, there's lesser income to the family, meaning, it's best to not spend his parents money. Regrets regrets..

People are considered mature when they finally know how to think. Think as in.. look far beyond their life now N into the future. Maturity does not lies on the age of a person, instead, it lies with the way a person thinks N do. People tend to regret something when it's too late. For breakup, a bf/gf finally knew how to treasure his/her ex when he/she lost him/her. People regret about their past doings, but could do nothing much to change anything. It's only until some stages when people start to realise their mistakes in life. It's never too late, n things could be done to change, but it'll be troublesome, n it'll take more time, so.. mature in your thoughts now. Think far. Think of the future that lies ahead. Live your life without regrets.

For now.. i'll still try working hard on this foreign web design thingy. I believe i'll do much better months after or maybe weeks after. Since SAT is over for me, I have the time for web design books or whatever that i need to improve my skills. I wanted to live a meaningful n ever-learning life. I wished to excel in whatever i do. I guess it's stupid to give up halfway. Months have been wasted then. Hehe. I've matured!

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