rEliGious~~

Sunday, June 20, 2004


In this post, i'm gonna be more .. religious. I felt God's power today. I am proud to be a christian. I just lack e baptism. I'll attend e next course n be baptise soon~!

I felt myself growing stronger in character. Somehow, when i think i would break down, n start hating someone, i did not. Instead, after a few minutes of crying, i am able to smile again. I guess many people heard that before, "There's a reason to every happening, n most of e time, u'll learn something from it." This time, i've truly learnt alot.

God gave me peace. Peace that flooded my heart when i felt e anger blooming out. Calmness. That came into e picture too. After e ordeal, i felt sad, but i was recovering well. Instead of giving up my life, i vowed to become rich in future. I vow to graduate with 1st class HONOURS. I vow to give my parents a gd life. But, at e same time, i don't mind dying half way in the process. I believe, God had already planned e path i'll be taking. I have no objection to more depressing stuff happening. I would not curse God, instead, i'll thank God. I have to trust him. Which father don't love his child?

At this moment, my hair stands. Maybe God is hugging me, telling me, "It's okay, my daughter. It's gonna be alright. Life still have to go on. I'll work hard with time to prove u that. " At first, i felt like .. drifting away from God. I felt like escaping into my own world. I felt.. ALONE. I don't feel like sharing.. but it'll be in my testimonial. It's e day God put peace in my heart. It's e day I see God's power n grace. I felt much better now. I've regained e cheerfulness in me. Hmm.. gonna plan for MORE shopping today~!!

Hey guys n gers out there, if u were still wondering what life is about, n u felt alone, just pop by any church, n experience the love God give for us. Come into our big family.. where u'll not be alone anymore. Life is about God.

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