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Thursday, May 27, 2004


I've found another use for blog. Right now, i'm gonna use blog to sort out my thoughts n to make a decision which would affect my future. I'm trying to decide on e school n course which i should go to.

I have to consider:
1. e future i'll have
2. e environment i'll work in
3. whether i got interest in it

I just found out that i got offered a place in Computing at NUS. I always THINK i have an interest in computer stuff, but then, that's what I think only. I'm so worried that i'll be wrong. I've already accepted NTU, n it's e course i also THINK i'll be interested in. I've also made e decision to change from triple E to mechanical engineering within one yr of studying in NTU, but then, this offer from NUS mess up my plan.

My worries: I don't have foundations in computer programming stuff. I don't know flash, i don't know a SINGLE thing. I guess.. if i accept the offer, i'll have to work hard on learning e basic b4 school term start. I need to get help from my cousin, or hopefully, frm my "teacher" that exposed me to html n blog thingy. Hey "teacher".. if u're looking at this, are u willing to help me if i asked u for help? This time, i'm EXTREME SURE that no one choose e same course as me. I'm really alone now. That's y.. i need help. It's like a foreign language to me.

Life: Somehow, campus life wise, NUS looks more active to me. In MY opinion, it looks more vibrant, fun, n welcoming. Maybe it's because i don't have a gd impression of NTU. When i opened e mailbox, i got e NUS package. There's forms n blar blar blar in it. I am extremely interested in e student exchange programme(SEP) which includes learning a foreign language like french n german, n going to those country for SEP! I have neither gd A lvl results nor gd cca record. That's like.. it's impossible for me to be included in that, but somehow, my heart tells me to give it a try. Sigh. is it possible?

Decision: NUS OR NTU? NUS meant computing. NTU meant Electrical n electronic engineering. Stupid government. Change e system n letting e sch choose it's student, n giving us so MUCHIE choices. That's real bad~! Engineering includes LOTSA maths, but NTU minors really SUCK~! NUS offer me a computer course which i felt like trying, n it offers a FANTASTIC MINORS~! BUT, there's always a but, i'm worried that i'll not get the minors i want. I don't really know whether i can choose my minor at all. E prospects from NUS computing like.. kinda gd.. from what e dean said in e letter attached to e admission stuff... Argh... Should i stick to engineering? Somehow, from e way i write this post, i seem to really really love NUS.. n i guess.. my decision is.. i think i'll decide tomorrow.Pray hard i'll have a dream having God telling me what is right for me.

5/27/2004 05:47:00 PM|