sleeping~~

Saturday, October 02, 2004


Argh.. i got a very serious problem lately.. that is.. Sleeping. So so sad. Lately, whenever i wanted to start studying, i would end up being tired and then.. i would fall asleep not long after. I always tell meself that if i sleep early, i would wake up early to study for the time i slept, but i cant wake. It's only when i sleep in my bro's room that i finally am able to wake early. What's so special bout his room? He got a hi fi which can set timer.. If i have that, i would wake for sure~!

Studying is really very tiring. Somehow, i think working is much better. U get money, and you get a rather boring life. Hee. For me, my work last time has really been bored as it's always doing the same thing over and over again. That is when i think studying is more fun, as we learn different thing everyday. But different input each day can really kill if i cant take in the input at all. That's so bad, and it's the case for me. How i wish i can be smarter. Felt rather stupid somehow. At first, i think i can score in engg, but on second thought now, i might have to struggle to pass. That's really bad.

Upon knowing this fact, i should work hard right? But somehow, i cant convinced my heart to follow what i think. It is the same case as people treasuring stuff or people they lost. Everyone should know that once u lost something important, u'll start regretting and wishing to have that thing/person back. That is a fact, but when u think of it now, u would jus Blindly Accept. You won't really do much changes now to take special case of that something/someone. Sigh.. Heart and mind cant really coordinate. What is it between them? The determination and willingness to work, i guess. Wish i can coordinate my mind and heart~!

10/02/2004 08:27:00 PM|