determination

Monday, March 28, 2005


Determination: Firmness of purpose or a fixed intention or resolution. My determination here means determination to STUDY REAL HARD, STUDY REAL REAL HARD AND STUDY EXTREMELY DELIGIENTLY!

Firstly, wanna write something bout my feelings.. hmm.. kinda miss bro.. seldom have that kinda feeling. I remembered the first time i miss him abit.. is when he went taiwan. 2 weeks. That kinda "miss" is not as strong as e "miss" now. Sigh.. i dreamt he came back last night. Sadly, it's a dream. hmm.. jus sms bro.. was real happy when he replied~! N he said he misses us too~! Felt like crying...

Secondly, in order to get my mind fully concentrated on studies, i must really really isolate myself, with only girl friends. I knew v long ago that i fall for pple easily,although i'm guy-shy. I can hide my feelings well, because i knew my infatuation r short term. But all e same, i want to stay away from guy. But, i still LOVE to look at my yandao in lec~! Hee.. that is a form of recreation~! Hehehe.

Thirdly, which is the main pt, I need to work real hard. One quiz down for this wk. I've done satisfactory~! so...4 more left. French tml. Have to do e script for presentation n hand in tml. Have to study whole night again to familiar myself with French. Argh.

For once, my weekend has been a great one. I've been taken care of by God for this past weeks. What i really yearned for at a certain time, always appeared unexpectedly.

Eg. I went olive house for dinner, n i was rather sad because that means no porridge for me. We actually intended to go her house hawker to eat white porridge, but since her mum cooked, we just went her house. Expectedly, her mum cooked white porridge for DINNER~! I was extreme happy then.

For my weekend, on Fri night, me n roomie n her sis failed to watch e eye10 n we went back hall disappointedly. It was my fault actually for telling roomie not to bk ticket. Then, i started to study until 2 plus am to 3am. Roomie n her sis was aslp when i gt back frm e study rm. I woke at 7plus to eat breakfast with them,then off to tution. Back frm tution is 4 hrs nap.

Saturday night was a fulfilling one. Because of the 4 hrs nap, i managed to stay up until 5plus am to study mat. sci. Woke at 7plus am for combine easter service. Was rather glad that both Fang hui n olive came~! Wanted to show them what my church combine service was like. Olive, i still think my church main chapel is bigger~! It's really v v wide too~! Hee.

On sunday, was real glad that there's no nap. Olive came over to my house ... to slp cum abit of study onli. But sadly, i fall aslp at.. think..11 or 12pm. I woke at 9 to study for my chem test. Everything went on rather finely~! Great wor~!

I have to keep this determination going~! How i wish i can stay awake until V V V late hrs again... It makes me feel so satisfied. Such feelings is great. It's like, working together with bro. Him taking in e stress on the ship and the stress given by his superior, n me handling stress frm tests n presentation. I always to jiayou.. so.. it means i have to do e same too. To show him someone is working v v hard together with him!

All the best! Bonne chance(gd luck)! à ta santè!(cheers)

3/28/2005 04:57:00 PM|