vent

Sunday, March 20, 2005


It's not good to bottle up your feelings inside you for too long. Before u know it, u have exploded. N it might be serious explosion that cause an extreme change in ... whatever it can be.

Today, i chatted with my mama for abit. Talked about something which i told no one about, n it's kinda a recent thingy that i don't usually want to think about.

Firstly, dearest roomie, I'm NOT PMS~! I don't want to argue bout that when u first mentioned it, because when i start to argue back, there might be a quarrel going on.I just have my own views on stuff and i too would get angry if it's over a limit. Reason y i'm angry when u went shopping instead of tree trail with us, is because yiwen told u not to go suntan e day b4, n u went. Secondly, when i got angry when u finished e whole desperate housewives. I transferred that show to my laptop caused i wish we could WATCH TOGETHER. Anyway, i've finished it too. N thirdly, no one is fine with name-calling in a one-way sort of manner. Maybe it's a joke or what, but.. there's a limit. Lastly, i did do stuff in room! It's not that i always don't want to do e laundry. Pls.. who's in e room most of the time. Who have to go out for tution? Who have 8 MODULES to handle. I tried to make up for it by trying to buy more foods n folding of clothes or taking the clothes in when i c it's dry.

Mum listened to all my complaints as i always try to not take remarks seriously. I tried to forget everything and it somehow.. accumuated in my heart. I read the bible today, as usual, and i read on Joshua 22.

It wrote about the allotment of inheritance for the Israelites, then those individual tribes returned to their inherited land, and the eastern tribes built an altar. The other tribes saw it, and thought they're worshipping other God, and went to talk to them and asked for the truth before they wage war on them... Then, they found out that it's actually an altar for God and they named it "A witness between us that the Lord is God"

Moral: TO not jump into conclusion. ASked for the truth. Maybe that's what i was trying to do.

Gonna be at home for 2 more days before i go back hall. N i have to try learning how to study at home le~! 4 more weeks to exam, and all my exam dates are packed together. I dreeded that. I've not been paying attention to my mat. sci. n life sci. and i have to work really hard to catch up on those 2. Argh. 8 modules. 2 papers for wk14, 4 papers for wk15 n last one on wk16~! Argh. Wish me luck~!

Human have feelings. They are pro in hiding it from others. What u may c might not the truth. There's no other way to know the truth unless u asked the person directly~!

3/20/2005 11:17:00 PM|