my love

Friday, April 29, 2005


There's always a empty void in everyone's heart. At first, i thought filling it with God would somehow filled my heart. But..i found i needed more. One more void turned up.

At first, my only way to fill that void was to replace it with the thoughts of stupid infactuations one after another. Hee.. i don't really have a faithful heart. But lately, somehow, the empty void is filled... with something that i think would stay there for a very long time. Guess what that is?

It should v obvious. KIDS~!!! I've fallen in love with them. They've filled in the voids that had been there since.. my broke up with Louis, i think. I am extreme happy to find my true love!!!

One weird thing is, i love kids, but i don't intend to have kids. I like kids below.. maybe pri6? I don't really have a preference for teens. Teenage is a phase where characteristics change and where u drift apart from your parents. The way i saw my bro, who got ROM, and sticked to his new family and ignored his first family, pissed me off.I don't want to have kid like that. Kinda scared.. so would rather be... maybe.. just someone who can be around kids.

Of course since i'm studying engineering, i don't intend to work something other than engineering. I just wish to .. contribute to my church.. by maybe, looking after the kids? Pre-nursery teaching, sunday school.. anything that can get me with kids~!

With my new love, my life seems more fun~! Eh.. other than finding my new love, i have to find new job. Flexible job. I need to save money. Wanted to get a new phone after my M1 plan expire. I wanted to go on student exchange, provided that i can get gd grades and that i can get the loan.

Leaving Hall too~! Hall 12, Block59, 04-11-52 with my dearest roomie~! I'll miss her.Miss studying with her n being mad with her. Would we be roomie again, roomie? Somehow, i still love my home. Air con, tv, com, lappie, phone and soft toys all in one room~! Who can resist that~! Hehehe..

Kids.. who can resist that. Room like mine, i cant resist too...

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