simple wish

Sunday, April 17, 2005


Me, a person who just want to lead a much better life in the future, with my parents. I wanted to earn lots of money to buy a simple car. What i wish for most is a meal together with my family. A home cooked meal.

Since my mum changed job, i have been living on packed food, even though i was at home. The last time i ate home cooked food was when i went Olive's house. Her house gave me a rather warm feeling. And there's home cooked food. Is home cooked food too much to ask for?

Mum's job gave her problem. Her hand is sensitive to a chemical she used at work. And after working for, think 4 months, her hands seemed to peel everything. She has to constantly apply some lotion or cream on her face so that it's more soothing and it'll reduce her pain for a while. I knew all the suffering she's going through. I knew i cant expect much from her, but somehow, i just wished she'll cook a v simple meal. Just egg and canned sardine fish would be more than enough for me. I'll be extremely satisfied already.

There's none of those. None at all. That's y i need to work really hard now. I need to excel in my studies and get better cert. So that i can care for them, and mum won't have to work at all, and i can get my home-cooked meal.

Stupid bro said to me, "If u want home-cooked food, then learn to cook yaself lar~!". Lazy is 1 thing. Don't know and don't know how to learn is another thing. And, uncle, i'm having my exams not if u've not noticed?

I complained alot today. Raised my voice. Was not in a good mood, maybe , because of the lack of sleep and pressure around ma...Mum could not take it anymore, so, she brought me out to dinner, and brought me back to hostel. Came back, and found the tv GONE~!Thanks ah, roomie. Lost my mood to study. Trying to pick myself up again. I trust only myself. And God of cause. Shall motivate myself now.

To those that have home-cooked food to eat everyday.. don't take it for granted~!

4/17/2005 07:37:00 PM|