nightmare

Monday, May 15, 2006


A scary dream of programming. Of constant typing of the programme. Of never ending of typing and... waking up few times, thinking that typing is still in progress. Nightmare.

Guess i'm too stressed up. Did not really sleep well lately, but somehow, i enjoyed my long weekend.

After lab session at the lab on Thurs, we gers went ktv. Nice nice. nv noe shirley can dance even in ktv. hehe. interesting scene that is not seen when i'm with my jc friends. hoho... then went sharon house after that to stayover. nice wor. One thingy i discovered bout myself...

When playing mahjong, i'm extremely quiet. When i sat at the side to watch, i'm rather noisy.. i would make alot of comments and stuff. N i've finally learnt how to sing "Elmo's Song".. haha.. and all along i've been singing wrongly. It should be " lala lala lala lala elmo's world". hehe. sound alike ma.

Slept for a few hours.. then went school for union meeting. So tired by then.. but in e evening, continued to meet my 3 month jc friends. Only 5 people turned up. Rather sad. There's hongxin,william,felicia and auntie qi. At least we still have things to chat about.. fun. then meet Ryan for dinner as he did not eat. Nice nice.. been 2 days since i saw him. Time spent with him is always happy.

Sat, day was spent with him too. it's like lately rare rare able c one another le cos i have to go school everyday.. and there's tuition almost everyday...

Sun, olive met him for e first time. haha. cos i drag him out for breakfast after he got home from his night shift. I'm bad. Olive drove. Eh.. not feeling v well maybe cos of the many traffic lights.. Glad i recovered at night, but new sickness came. Felt my voice change abit. tsk tsk.In the afternoon, met up with auntie qi n sihui. Nice wor. rarely able meet up. Thought about many things sihui mentioned. About sweet things her ex did, n e frequency of it all, and e feelings.. and while being with the person, does he makes u smile or laugh... applying it to my relationship with Ryan, there's both laugh n smile. We meet often but i'm not sick of him. Feelings real strong. I'm happy.. but really wish that this happiness would last.

Weekend ended like that. i'm back with lab life. How i wish we can finish it fast.. den no more lab session until e compilation. I want my holiday back~!

For me, love is gauged by my feelings...

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