friend became foe

Tuesday, January 15, 2008


Xia update finally again~! But this time with her thoughts, instead of pictures. Shall update on pictures on my next post when i'm using my own laptop.

Looked through friendster yesterday... saw somebody who went overseas with the gf. That somebody was the same person i once planned my holiday with, but in the end, we fail to go anywhere. That same person was the one that asked me to continue as a fling despite giving me up for another ger. That somebody was the one that asked me to keep a secret for him for sharing cab with me to go Traffic police headquarter. That somebody was the one that always quote "i love my laopou. Hot as chilli, sweet as candy", but behind her back, tried to start a fling with his ex gf, always tried asking her to meet him. The ex is smart. She rejected straight as she's faithful to her bf.

I just don't understand how some one can be like that. Is it a guy thing? But i'm glad and confident to say, my current BF would not be like that. He is nothing like him.

I too cannot understand how someone that did such an evil thing can have good ending.. hmm. it's life i guess.. Not all bad guys will get what they deserve. I refused to be nice to him anymore. It's not as if i owe him. I spent a lot on him. He caused me to cry many times. He caused my yr 2 sem 2 grade n yr 3 sem 1 grade to be super lousy. He caused me to see some ugly facts of the true world HE lives in~! Why should i keep a secret for him? The secret about not taking the same taxi to TP~! Y will i give a damn~!

Then, another thoughts came into my mind... ex bf or gf.. they were always once closed. The time together.. the thing they share together.. overnight, things can turn sour, and to a certain extent, they would not even be friend anymore. Of course there is rare case, like a friend of mine. (tsk tsk)

All and all... i'm glad i have my delwin chu. Dar isn't very romantic. Dar always disturbs me. Dar always makes me mad or angry.. but overall, dar would not ignore me completely. He don't change after i complain, but he wil just hug me and somehow, that makes me feel better. Disturbing me causes more laughter and joy. Quarrel wise.. hmm.. nothing good of it. I just love the security he gives me. The effort he takes is minimum, but all e more, i appreciate it. No sweet msges anymore, but i noe he still cares.

I'm easy to please. I just need someone to give me security, love, hug and kisses. I love my dar.(Although he won't read my blog for sure~!)

Can ex-es really be friends?