Thursday, February 26, 2004
On my first day of working night shift, i was scared, worried n uneasy. I was worried that the people working night shift would not welcome me, but instead, i fitted in after a few night of work. I remembered clearly how waikeen asked me over to sit with them when i was sitting at the other corner during lunch break. I was so touched, happy n speechless. Even before that, when i asked her about the breaks in between, she told me to choose the 3am break. Y? Cause she's eating at that time. Aww... she really welcomed me~! I'm so glad. Glad that things turn out so well. For the first week of night shift, i did not work OT, because i have a combined service on Sunday, n the time clashes. I don't want to miss church service because of work, so i choose to work the following weekend after that. I worked throughout for 13 days right to the Sunday before Chinese New Year. Throughout those OT time, i started to chat n be more open up with the technician, William. Through the chat, he even asked whether he could call me baby, like what the other ladies called me. Got to know him better as the day goes on. Kinda started playing pranks on him. As more n more working days go by, i started to ask them for views on problems i have. Problems like, having a crush on a good friend n being back together with someone whom i don't see a future with. I got a lot of great advice, especially from Malini. I don't really like her in the first place, as i heard from another contract worker that she said something bad about me behind my back, but in actual fact, it's not the case. Shall not elaborate on that. I was actually closer to WaiKeen at first as she was doing "testing" like i did, but because i seldom worked OT with Waikeen, i spent most of that OT time with Malini. Malini is an Indian lady who is knowledgeable. She told me alot of stuff about the difficulties in life encountered by friends, n she really taught me alot. I usually think over what she told me. I love to listen to her. I love to listen to her when she shares her stories with me. At least, only for those moments, i started to use my brain. For this production line job, i don't have to think much for my job at all. My job was simply to take a PCB, set the program, place the PCB between e gap of e jig, then pressed a key for "testing". It's as simple as that. The only fun time was when i played tricks on William, going to toilet breaks with the ladies ( i love teasing Suit Lay about her urinating sound, sounding like turning tap to full blast) , the long chat with Malini N of cause during the break when i got to be away from the computers which is so so so damn boring. I prefer the computer in my room. There's more things to c on it, then on the computer of SMI. Hee~.. For the last few days of the job, it's the "funnest" day of my year~! I cant help capturing all the small features in the room. I feel like crying when i left the clean room. I'll never have a chance to go back to that room again.. n it's really "saddening". I felt like crying. The last thing i did in the room is, hitting William. Poor chap. hehe. Felt like hugging everyone... but glad enough, Yuanli, e another part timer working morning shift, was the only one's available n open to be hugged. I was trying my best to control my tears, n to not let them show. I was regretting about my choice to quit early. I was very worried that i'll lose contact with all of them. I don't want that to happen. On the last day of work, i gave them the gifts i prepared for them. It's a simple gift. I merely buy pen, which could be refilled, then use thread to put their name on the pen. On top of that, i got them each a card, writing many Thanks in it. Really happy to c them comparing the pens... hee`.. It's a real relieved that they like the present i got them. I told them to not read until they got home, but no one listened, except William. What a great guy~!! I told Malini a secret, secret that concern my feelings. I only told her, reason being, she's e only one that won't tease me, n i trust her with my secret. Her reaction to my secret :keep in contact with him. N that is what i try to do. Sigh.. i have a fate of "chasing" guy, n that's real bad. Somehow, i finally get back the "feeling" of love. I mean.. when i have a crush on a previous friend, i cant really find a reason for it, but now.. i really feel it. It's a ... .... sweet feeling. So... now i'm officially jobless. I guess i'll choose to rest for now. Sadly, that means.. i'll be broke. I intended to sell the phone i just got from signing starhub line n taking the money to buy digital camera. Somehow, through the selling of the phone, i'll be able to earn at least 100. I need to sell it soon to get a good price. I'm real poor now. I just took the basic theory test today, n if i managed to pass, i'll proceed on with taking more tests n spending more money, n i'll officially be back to my original state - having $2 in my one n only bank account. My parents don't intend to pay a single cent for me. Sigh~.. Guess i'll need to find either another permanent job, or to teach tution. Would start calling tution agency tomorrow. I need to get as many students as i can. Anyone living in Singapore who's studying in sec school or primary school who's in need of maths tution teacher?. If i did not quit, i'll be working at this time. Time seems to pass slower when i'm at home. I miss my friend.. especially.... *someone*. Intended to stay awake until 3am n call them during their "lunch time". It's only day one of being jobless, n here i am missing everyone. Sigh~. Shall watch anime now. Time past faster that way. |
1. To find a husband for Laffy 2. 3. To reach 58kg 4. To go holiday this year with darling 5. Wanna learn the piano, or organ at least? 6. To serve in church Benedict~~ Charlene~~ Charmain~~ Charis~~ Christine~~ Dew~~ Eileen~~ Fang Hui~~ Grace~~ Huiling~~ Jiahui~~ Jieshi~~ Jilline~~ Jun~~ Kaijing~~ Kaixin~~ Lim Yixin~~ Olive~~ Piao^yun~~ Ruiqi~~ Shirley~~ siewkim~~ Sihui~~ Sumin~~ Tingting~~ xiuling~~ yan~~ yiwei~~ LiFe~~ gLiMpSe~~ aWaY frOm hOmE~~ hAnDs~~ nOt sUiTeD tO bE 1~~ hAtReD~~ wItHdRaWn~~ e pRoCeSs~~ mORnInG rUn~~ loOkS mAtTeR?!~~ |