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Tuesday, February 03, 2004


My godbrother, my godmother's son, brought his gf to my aunt house on Sunday. I mistaken her for my another cousin when i first stepped into the house, as i reached there kinda late. After seeing them behaving kinda intimately, i suspect it's some other girl, N i'm indeed right. She's real real fat. None of our cousins are fatter than she is. Some people are fat yet cute, but she's not really that. I know i'm real bad about saying that, but sadly, all my cousins were commenting about her when she left. My brother told me yesterday, when he was driving me to work, that he kept laughing since he saw her on Sunday. Poor girl. She must have felt so embarassed if she knew she's e target of e laughing. My another cousin was trying to suppress his laughter for the whole gambling time there. I tried to not laugh too.. N i feel real bad. Hehe.. but it seems really funny at that time.

Heard from mum, or was it bro, that my godbro quitted studying in poly because of a girl. Another reason given by him was that, he got no interest in his course. Hmm.. was that true? Only he knows bout that.

After this laughing stock thingy... i wonder whether Look Matter? I remembered that the first day, my ex, Louis came to my house to visit me as i was sick then, my bro kinda laugh as he's real fat. He's 1.67m n 100+kg. But my bro got used to him after he helped my bro play his PS2 car games n completed quite a few stages for him. My family was used to having him around the house for weekend then. My dad was constantly commenting bout how fat he is n that he should slim down or else he'll have a lot of illness when he grow older. For this cases, it's sizes that matters, but it's still considered as physical looks i guess.

Abit worrying. Y? Cause, it meant that, if i were to bring a bf to c my relatives, i would have to get at least an average-looking guy, or else he'll get laughed at. Guess i have to be extreme careful with the guy i choose. Hehe.. Hmm... currently searching for another target. Thought of finding one in university, but then, i got a feeling that guy in uni would most probably be attached. Sigh~.. Bad bad. Don't think i should be bothered with that now. I must believe in God. He had planned my life, n i should just trust him on that. Praying hard that i'll meet my "future-guy" soon. Now, i'll just enjoy my single-hood life. At least i don't have to be troubled by the coming vday gifts. Hee~!

2/03/2004 08:37:00 PM|