LiFe~~

Tuesday, February 24, 2004


Life would not be called life if it's not tough. Through this work, i start to c life beyond normal Singaporean life. People in this country complained alot, about many little stuff, but in actual fact, most people here live much well-off than most people in other country. For my work place, most people are Malaysians, through a friend there, she told me alot about the difficulties of each n everyone's life. I wrote in my pre-previous entry about life away from home, N i got no comments from anyone. Maybe it's because, no one have any comments or it's just too far away to think of. For this job, i rarely am able to use my brain, so, i used it when i'm free to think about inspiration to write on this blog. I started to feel more n more for the people at my workplace. I started to feel that i'm blessed, that i'm much more lucky than they are. I don't need to go to e neighbouring country to work. I don't need to starve. I don't need to support my family at a young age. N i can study as high as i can, while my parents try hard to dig out money for it. I started to feel real ashame of myself. For now, instead of thinking of what i should get for myself, i should save the money for my OWN education, instead of letting my parents worry about that for me. Pampered singaporean. I mean me~!

Life is tough. In school, in singapore as i don't know about the other country, we faced alot of competitions from our fellow classmates, schoolmates, n those of the same age. We faced the pressure by parents, teachers n school. As student, we have to work real hard to get the result we want, so as to get to the school we want to attend, to get e certificates we need to survive in today's world. Competition.. it starts at a real young age.

In work, if u work under a company, u have to face the supervisors n the people in charge CONSTANTLY. U have to try doing the things they want u to do. If u're not working in a high position post, u'll be suffering. So, in order to really survive by not looking at the bosses face, u'll have to be your OWN BOSS. It's highly recommended for people to set up their OWN business. But.. where would u be able to find the money to? To look at the bosses face for a few years to get the money u needed. Because of all this happenings, some people don't even have time to find a life-time partner. Yes.. u could know many people from your workplace, but what if.. if i mean, everyone have their other half? How would u get to know anyone if u're working EVERYDAY. I've got a colleague who's doing that. It's part of his job to work everyday. Each day at work, there's stress. Pressure from e person-in-charge N stress because of the work load. But after all this.. it might be peaceful life...

Life.. It's tough. It's easy only when u go through the tough period. Maybe that's e reason y i don't want to live long. I don't want to go through tough time of seeing my family living my side, i don't want to ever suffer the tough time at work.

Most human have 2 "faces". They may seem happy outside, but really pressurise inside. Maybe that's e reason y i am VERY WILLING to be the clown among my friends. I really wish my jokes n actions could really bring out the true laughter, even for a few minutes, or even seconds... it'll be worth it. I don't mind making a fool of myself. Anyway, i don't want to live long. Lastly, be OPTIMISTIC about life.. When u reach your old age, u'll be able to look back, think about the tough time u went through, n be real proud of yourself for being able to go through each n every obstacles.

2/24/2004 10:51:00 AM|