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Thursday, April 01, 2004


I'm one person that seldom buy CD.. n most probably, if i ever buy, it'll be soundtrack of a anime/cartoon. In e search to look for my mini-discman for my bro (in e end i cant find it at all), I came upon my CD's section. I cant stand e temptation of taking out my Anastasia soundtrack. I LOVE e song At The Beginning, but other than listening to e song, i paid more attention to e other song, Journey to e past.

"Heart don't fail me now
Courage don't desert me!
Don't turn back now that we're here.
People always say
Life is full of choices,
No one ever mentions fear!"

The above are e first few stanza for e song. Somehow.. life's is somehow full of fears. Fear of getting lousy result, fear of dying, fear of height, fear of losing love one.... choices?? Ya.. there sure are alot of choices to make. To choose e sch to go to, e course to go to, e job to go to.....But.. there's no turning back. We still have to move forward eh?

Hmm.. lately i found out one more stuff. It's boring without love. N.. i've made up my mind to not fall for anyone so easily. What cause me to make that decision? Hmm.. guess it's my son. Somehow.. somehow.. i think crooked abit after e movie.. but then, i suddenly realise something diff between friendship & something more. It's a weird n strange n special feeling. So far.. i don't think i have any of that. I always make myself think that i like someone.. n that's bad. Fear of being single for my whole life.. That's maybe one of my fear. Choice of dying or living.. That's what i wish to choose from.

4/01/2004 10:26:00 PM|