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Monday, March 22, 2004


People grow constantly, but i don't expect people to change constantly too. Change in the way they think n behave. It's kinda sad to c changes, especially that of human-human relationship.

During the whole of last year, i became more of a regular church goers. I wanted to get to know more about the living God, n as well as to hang out with my friend, so i always look forward to Sunday. I love e outing after service on some of the sundays. It's always fun hanging around with my church friend, ben & kw, cause i was always the one who do the bullying. There's always alot of laughter being together. Sadly.. e happiness last for one year only. Since this year, after some confession & after ben was enlisted for national service, we became not as close. There's rarely time for anything together. Sad... Other reasons for being not as close.. there's no time at all for ben. He's constantly busy, as he only can book out on weekend. Kw was always busy with his tests & quizes.. Everyone has their own life.. n sadly.. that excludes me totally.

For my ex jc classmate, it's e same. I should have expected that, but i don't expect it so soon. My group of friends, mostly girls, agreed to go on holiday together. We finally agreed on the country we wanted to go to, n we even went chinatown to look at the agencies to check out the price for the package. We decided on the month to go, but when it approaches, we backed out as no one can make it. As the holiday gets dragged further off, a few of my friends were worried about not going at all. Among those friends are Jun & Qianni, but sadly, jun was one girl that backed out cause she don't feel like going anymore. Argh.. I was disappointed, angry & ... sad.

FOr just one day, i was sad.. over the realisation of friendship drifting apart, n the promise broken. Argh.. I got no one to blame on.. n maybe that's y i wanted to type it here....

3/22/2004 12:46:00 AM|