he's back~~

Saturday, May 01, 2004


Who's back? Louis, my ex. Argh. I thought i got rid of him, but sadly, nope. His bday is coming, n he wanted to ask me out. As usual, he's kinda persistence about patching. Argh.. this "persistency" has dragged for 1 year plus plus plus already. Damn. At times, i wonder whether i should just give him another chance, but part of me don't want to. I got a feeling that even if we got back together, i would still find reasons to break constantly, so what's e point of trying out e relationship again?

Once again, yesterday short outing with Auntie Qi n William kinda made me make my decision firmer. I did not discuss this issue with any of them, but somehow, i was constantly thinking about stuff. William presence set me thinking. Firstly, i'm not in love with him, i guess, but it's great to be SINGLE, n having all the time by myself with friends. Secondly, i guess only my close friends can stand, tolerate and tahan my actions n jokes. Thirdly, I kinda got used to single life. Most couples would spend most of their time with their gf or bf, but at least i can have all my time with myself. Lonely at times, but getting used to it, n maybe having to live with it for my whole life is okay.

It's so gd to be a female at times. Hehe. Daddy called bro to send me to airport at 3am that time when i goin HK. Now, it's like getting company for ride back home. Hehe. Being faithful is tough, so it's best to be single. I don't want to get back with Louis as i cant find back my feeling for him, n i would rather spend my time "fantasizing" on any guy. It's free & easy!hee~.

5/01/2004 12:56:00 PM|