pRoMiSe~~

Tuesday, April 13, 2004


I always blame my mum or dad for failing to keep their promises to me. Once, mum n dad promised to bring me to those cheap supermarket to get some snacks as "lunch" (3am) then for work, but they failed to fulfil there promise due to e fact that they don't put it to heart. I always think that parents SHOULD NOT break any promise, n i nv think of keeping promise for myself.

Almost everyday before i go to work, i promised my dog that i'll bring her for a walk... but i was always lazy to do that, or rather, i would prefer lazing my time off in front of the computer. I practically promise my dad i'll clean up my room, but instead of getting tidier, it became messier. I always promise myself to start jogging soon or else i'll end up with the size of my mum, but i never keep that promise to myself. It's like.. lying to myself, but i seemed to be so used to it, that i'm immune to my own lies. Argh.. that's really bad.

Today, i told myself that i have to go jog no matter what.. n sad enough, i ate some stuff before i jog. I drank sugar cane drink a few minutes before i go run, n guess what... I felt like vomiting less than halfway through my journey. I'm so disappointed with myself. I promised dad that i'll bring my dog for a walk, followed by a bath after my jogging session, n when i got home, i don't feel like going out at all. I'm beat. I'm tired. I cant move. My ankle hurts. I was finding excuses for myself. Then.. a thought strike me. I should N must keep my promise this time, so i brought my dog down for a walk, followed by a bath with her. Was kinda pissed when she tried to drink the shampoo water. After one bath, i seemed to have MORE hairs~.. N it's brown hair too.. wow~!

Indeed i am really glad that i fulfil my promise to my dad. I am glad that my dog enjoy the walk. I am proud of her for running home herself straight from the lift. I was abit worried to let her run off herself, n i was glad that when i reached my gate, she's there waiting for me to open the door for her. What a great dog~! Promise.. i guess i should start tidy up my room. Somehow, i'm a girl, n girl should be neat eh?

4/13/2004 09:04:00 PM|