biased~~

Monday, October 04, 2004


Son always get the best thing. Son gets the inheritance. Son get the house. Son is the head of the family in future. Son is so damn good. Daughter are meant to be married off. No use at all. So why the hell do people want daughter? Daughter are of no use. They don't even need to attend school. Girls are meant to get married when they reach a certain age. Girls are meant to be given away. So.. if people love sons so much, don't bother giving birth to girls. Stop getting pregnant after giving birth to a son.

Y do i sound so mad? Thanks to my parents of course.

My parents told me to give up my room for my bro as he's getting engaged on January. My bro is getting a new bed, guess it'll be a king size one. N.. because i took the bigger room, my parents called me to change room with me. Hello.. i've stayed in my room for a bout 4 years already. I've hanged my puzzles and banner on the wall, i've put snowflakes on my ceilings, and everything is kinda done up the way i wanted it to be.. and now, just because of a stupid engagement, which does not promise a marriage, i have to give up my room.

Another thing i'm displeased about is that, my bro signed on army, which meant, some of the time, he might not be at home. He'll be away at sea.. Engagement is just something to assure my bro. I don't believe they'll get married so soon. Anyway, my bro income is not that stable. He spends money like water.

Okay.. people that read my this entry may think that i'm selfish. Ya.. i agreed. But, me, a person who has ALOT of stuff, cant really stay in a MUCH SMALLER room. And, the not only that, mum n dad won't provide new furnitures for me too. From the first day i moved to this house, i chose the big room, and for my bro, having chosen the smaller room, he got the new furnitures.. Now, having to give up my room, i'll still use his furniture. Hey.. thanks alot. THey seems to be teling me to move out. Okay.. i'll move out. I sweared to God that after i graduate, i'll take 2 or at most 3 years to save up money, and rent a house or room to stay in. I seems more like a guest in the house if i stayed longer. They don't welcome me at all. Guess my responsibilites in future would be to just give them money, and STAY AWAY. Argh.

Biased~! Guys always get the good stuff~! It's an unfair world~! I wan to IMMIGRATE~!! I want to be VERY FAR AWAY from them all. I don't ever want to be in this country~!

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