stress~~

Friday, October 08, 2004


I'm feeling the stress. The feeling gets stronger and stronger by the day. That's not really v gd. Argh. I am usually one person who are very positive, but lately, i've grown to condemning myself to be stupid.

I'm not doing very well for my academic, that i must say. Maths has always been my forte, but having been skipping lectures for a long time, and over reliance of formulaes, my quiz always is a flop. I did not memorise concept. Think i'll have to work extreme hard for my exams. It's the only time i can prove to myself, and others that my maths is not an average standard. Argh... Table turned. Now, friend have to prompt me during quiz as i did not bother to memorise any concept.

For my science modules - phy n chem - i'm not doing v well for it too. I just completed my phy tutorial for this week, and it's e first one i did using my own brain and my own understanding with huge reliance on the notes of course. Somehow i'm still very proud of myself to be able to finish doing it. For chem, i have absolutely no chemistry background, so, here i am struggling. Furthermore, i always skipped lecture for all modules except physics as i like the lecturer teaching that. Till now, i've not done any tutorial by myself. That's real bad, but i'm trying my best to cope with it. Lately, i've been spending most of my time on economics. Sad to say, for computing, i'm trying to grasp the concept too. Think i really need to set aside time. No more leisure time to reduce inefficiency. Time is scarce. I have to use it wisely. hee.. somehow, i love to use econs term. Hehe.

Okay.. leisure time - writing of blog - is over. I shall continue doing my chemistry tutorial. I wanted to break my own record of trying out the questions on my own this time. Hee.

10/08/2004 01:40:00 AM|