be strong

Tuesday, March 21, 2006


I am a strong girl, both physically and mentally. I can defeat Satan's temptation with God's help~! I'm even able to conquer e world~! hohohoh. Joking.

Exam coming... a month away.. and somehow, even without going to lecture, i'm not studying well. There's kinda alot of distraction here and there. Wrong focus, bad time management, and ... So.. finally.. all is sorted out. God answered prayer damn fast~!

Ya know.. i prayed bout something on Sunday... Story goes like this.. hehe.

Sunday, growing strong 2 class, we talked about the rooms in our hearts. One such room is the hall's closet where we kept all out dirty secrets. Things that we don't want others to know. Guess God used this to wake me up. Upon realising how deep my mistakes had sank into.. He pulled me up by telling me more stuff. At least i told him what's inside the closet.. haha. just that i did not give him the key to clear up e content. Then, i prayed. I told him i'll give him 1 key to one of e compartment in the closet to clear. Just wish for slight change and not overwhelming impact that would kill me straight... and he did. He answered my prayer on Tues.

Something happened... someone told me something. Someone involved in this whole stuff. He burst whatever there is to everything.. But, glad enough, God is faithful. He remained by my side. Holding me up, and calm my heart. After one night, i have slightly recover. I can smile and i felt so much better. More energized to start studying. I've completed my last gift to the "someone" cause his bday is next wk. This close another chapter in my life. God is really Great!

K... friends wor.. dun ask me more about this thing. Just don't. N.. no BGR thingy started. Just some very mutual stuff. Really. Thanks.

Focus on the right goal, right person and right motive!

3/21/2006 11:57:00 PM|