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Friday, March 17, 2006


I'm just a poor student, who gets NO MONEY from parents... and have to pay my own bill and my own food and my own transport from as little as i can earn. I'm just a student... who's struggling...

This week, 2 more bday of 2 not-that-close friend from JC. Guy friend somemore. Hmm.. come to think of it, i'm not close to any guy from JC. Not sociable except to my clique back then... hehe.. cant blame me.

Today is Marcus's. At Pasir Ris somemore... kinda tried to find ways to make myself enthusiastic bout it, instead of ... dragging my feet to go. Hmm.. It should be fun. To see friends which i've not seen for very long. And to be around friends. Hmm.. it should be fun. But still, i don't like the journey. Olive cant get car from her uncle, and my bro driving out today, meaning no car. Only "kar" (leg)~! Bad! Long distance, no motivation... and need pay for present~!

CANNOT~! I cannot dampen my mood~! hehe.. It's gonna be so fun~! Oh my.. all e guys gonna be released le~! WOW... maybe i can c alot scandals. Maybe i'll c yandao there~! Hmm.. it's gonna be so fun~!!! *brainwashing myself once more*

Speaking of brainwashing, i've been doing that often. Need to stop myself from thinking of some stuff.. But, i've been fine. Surviving and all. But rather sad that my wt wun go down anymore. Like reach max le. Bad. I'm so worried that muscle would build up, n i'll gain wt again~! Argh! Pray hard that won't happen.

Ya.. and my christian faith kinda remains. Bible study and quiet time is regular. Always thinking of God and feeling his presence. I love you GOD~!

It's gonna be such a FUN FUN FUN day~! I bet so~! :~(

3/17/2006 01:04:00 PM|