confession

Monday, March 06, 2006


"If we confess our sins, God is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness." 1 John 1:9

I was relieved when i recall this verse. This is taken from the memory verse for my Growing Strong class. I knew a long as i have a confession heart, God would forgive. But i won't do sin and have that thought in mind. I knew i'm wrong... but i'm just curious. (don't ask me what i did as it's a secret between me n God) I am willing to do whatever it takes to be forgiven. I would read my bible reading everyday as usual.. and i'll memorise my memory verse everyday. I would memorise that of the optional verses too. God, please don't send Satan to me again. Please just let me have a chance to repent... sincerely.

I felt sick.. Not sure y. I've successfully adjusted my body clock to sleep 3 to 4 hours per day. Lately, no appetite. Felt like puking. Kinda felt hungry... but don't have e appetite to eat. I knew i have to eat something, but still, body don't allow that. Don't anyhow think.. hehe. Muscle ache from excessive sits up too.

Having not slept enough and all, i'm still living. haha.. started to find some sense of accomplishment doing my tutorials and projects. Just finished one partial report n presentation slides for my prescribed, living with mathematics. Yea~! Felt great. Think i did an ok job. Tutorial wise, i skipped today's because i manage to do all w/o much prob. Wondering whether i should go lecture or just self read myself. Still deciding on that.

Anyway, i'm really doing fine. Stress is stress lar, but i'm happy. Somehow, keeping myself happy and cheerful everyday. The only was to make urself less stress is to enjoy what u're doing. I started giving myself lectures when reading notes. Guess self reading isn't that bad.

To do list: mama's beancurd menu, coming lab report, ES102 report, tutorial 8 for 4 modules and understanding analogue. Wish me luck.

Positive mind makes life better, and God's power gave me the mind to do that.

3/06/2006 09:25:00 AM|