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Saturday, February 28, 2004


People usually said that the one u love is not e one that u'll be married to. The one that love u the most might not be the one that u love the most. Y do i mention that out of a sudden? As once again.. i got love problem. Argh~.. I need some advice~!!

Louis, my ex bf, started sms me again. Lately, as he went back army for reservice, he asked me out for a movie. Having nothing to do since i'm jobless, i agreed to that movie trip. He came over to my area n called me to meet him, so i went. My mum returned home, saw us, n called me to buy her lunch, so HE promised n we went to get the lunch.He also bought medicine for my ulcer. As i was real tired, we did not go for movie. The next day, Friday, we went to movie as promised. He came to pick me up with his motor bike as i woke up late after an afternoon nap. Somehow, even spending hours together, i don't have that kinda feeling for him. I rejected him many many times since we broke off last year, but somehow, i don't want to totally break his heart, so my rejections have always been those "we-can-still-be-friend" type. Argh~..

Y am i confused? Cause the people u love might not be the one that love u the most. I liked someone else now, n somehow, my mind have been all about him most of the time. I am seldom a person that sticked to my "target", but somehow, i wanted to stick to my this target now... so i don't really want to reconsider Louis at all.. So... how am i gonna break that news to him. He did alot for me. He changed alot for me.. But i just don't have that feeling for him anymore. Hmm.. i choose to escape.. n not think about it at all. Let time solve everything for me. WIsh death is involved too. Hee~. Shall go take a short nap now. Yawn~~

2/28/2004 10:56:00 AM|