death~~

Tuesday, May 11, 2004


I don't get y foundation like National Kidney Foundation exist in Singapore. Can those people that got kidney failure be cured of that? Or do they have to live with those treatments for life? If i were suffering from kidney failure, i'll choose to die. I know.. Euthanasia is not legal in Singapore.. n till now, i don't really get the reason y they don't want to legalise it. They're worried that people would abuse that law? What e hell~!

At times, i wonder, y people want to live so long. My grandma is such case. She's kinda weak, n she ate chinese n western medicine, and she's already 70 to 80 yrs old. What's e pt of living till this age? If it was possible, i'll be more than willing to give anyone my life. I am one that hates pain, so if i got some deadly illness or disease that cant be cured, i'll choose to die. I don't see the pt of spending so much to live.. IN TORTURE!

WHat got into me? I don't know. I just don't understand y people LOVE to live so long. Maybe.. because they have a great life, n they don't want to leave the world yet. I don't really know the definition of great life. A friend once told me that when u find true love, u won't want to die so early. That doesn't concern me, as i won't find or get true love anyway. I'm cursing myself everyday. Hellow, anyone out there that know how to exchange life? Any dying people want a healthy body which i hate?

What i'm doing now? I'm cursing myself year after year, week after weak, day after day, minute after minute N second after second. Not really having the mood now. Damn. Tata.. Those having holiday.. ENJOY~!

5/11/2004 03:22:00 PM|