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Sunday, February 29, 2004


So much for trusting my bro with my NEW PHONE. Argh~.. Wonder y troubles keep coming up one by one for me... Y cant i have an understanding dad? Or maybe.. am i just over reacting? Guess the main cause is MONEY.

I just bought a new phone- V200- when i subscribe a new line for my ex-colleague, Malini. I bought that phone as i wanted to use that camera for my last day of work. I intended to lend it to my dad since i prefer to use nokia phone, n i've got 3 phone, including the one i just bought, now. After being jobless for days, i looked at my bank account, n found that i only have $300+ left in my one n only bank account eventhough i worked for 2 months plus. Guess that is when i started to regret quitting early. I started to worry about money. Transportation cost is alot. Just a bus ride around, n i'll have to spend $1+.. N without earning a cent a day, i cant afford to go out at all. Imagine just sitting 400 more bus ride, n i'll have less than maybe $10 in my bank once again. Argh`.. Money is driving me mad... real mad. For the release of A lvl result, it's still days away, so i'm still not that paranoid about it.

I just got a new phone, n bro sold his new phone - T630- as once again, he's on debt thanks to gambling again. He betted a few hundreds on toto, n he owed people $800+. One day, i went out without my new phone, as i still prefer using nokia. When i got back, i found my phone gone, N guess who have it? It's BRO. He wanted to show off~!! He sold his better phone, so he needed another phone to take its place n to give him "FACE". Crap~! Dad agreed to let him have the phone for the time being. I told him to put the casing on, n he refused to, saying that the phone is safe in his pocket. After 2 days, i took my phone back, n guess what i found? SCRATCHES~! Hey dude.. i intended to sell my phone to get some money. I'm damn broke n i'm IN NEED of money.. n thanks to what bro had done, i cant sell my phone for a higher price. Hey bro.. thanks a HELL lot.

I started with the LOUD complaining N i scolded my bro for it when i got home just now.. N instead of feeling guilty.. he ignore. He even called me to shut up as grandma is sleeping. I would NEVER trust him with anything anymore~! I'm really desperate for money. I needed to get a job soon. I needed to get a job with better pay. My aunt job only pays $4 per hour, n working hours is from 9am to 4pm. Argh`.. How am i gonna earn anything?? Money is driving me real real real mad~!!! I don't know what to do now. I cant sell my phone anymore. Maybe i'll get some money from bro n dad, but sadly, i refused to talk to dad now. He's unreasonable. It's obvious that bro is on e wrong, but he sided with him. Bias~! I'm fuming.. argh~.. Was actually in a good mood, but thanks for e father n son who spoilt it all for me. I'll NV trust my family member with any of MY possession~!!!

2/29/2004 11:37:00 PM|