Thursday, May 22, 2008
Or rather.. i already knew his true color, and color just got clearer for me to see. My tortoise is finally reunited. Super big tortoise that i bought on my bday with HIM beside me, but ME paying for my OWN present, and my small tortoise given by cheryl, which i still treasure alot. My medium tortoise moved house from my home car, to mama's small bus. Daddy's doing. Anyway, went to his place to get back my stuff. Originally, i asked him what time he will be done. I offered him a ride. I asked the time, and i waited patiently for him at home. At 10 plus, i still get no sms.. i presumed he was still working. I waited and waited, with a nose that wanna run away, with a throat that was constantly dry despite large amount of water intake. Then, when it came to a point where i think i should just give it a check, i sms and found out he was at home. WHAT AM I WAITING FOR? My intention towards him was good. I wanted to be friends. I wanted to be like we were last time. I wanted to drive him back, maybe even go for dinner. I wanted our friendship after that to be at least pleasant, but whatever he DID isn't pleasant. Do to others what you expect others to do to u. Isn't that what a Christian should be. Although it's also true that i cant expect him to be nice to me as i did to him. NVM that, if that's gonna be what i get. My life ahead is bright and optimistic. I got a job which is near my house. I got friends who are there for me. I have family who cares. I shouldn't upset over what one person do. To think i still tears on my way back from genting, browsing through our photos in my phone. That is gonna be the last time. I won't feel bad for whatever i've done. I've did my bits. I've taken the consequence, i've suffered for it, it's time i let go and take i have. Why cant ex couple remain friends? |
1. To find a husband for Laffy 2. 3. To reach 58kg 4. To go holiday this year with darling 5. Wanna learn the piano, or organ at least? 6. To serve in church Benedict~~ Charlene~~ Charmain~~ Charis~~ Christine~~ Dew~~ Eileen~~ Fang Hui~~ Grace~~ Huiling~~ Jiahui~~ Jieshi~~ Jilline~~ Jun~~ Kaijing~~ Kaixin~~ Lim Yixin~~ Olive~~ Piao^yun~~ Ruiqi~~ Shirley~~ siewkim~~ Sihui~~ Sumin~~ Tingting~~ xiuling~~ yan~~ yiwei~~ summing up over redang pics UP~! reaching e end an entry to my dar Third Party life's not great xia needs no one~! back to reality Mood of CNY isn't e same anymore |